Exactly a year ago today I made my way to Los Angeles, California. Typing that out doesn’t quite feel surreal, as I would have previously thought it would feel like before this whole journey. I think maybe because it’s been a year long journey of ups and downs. As I am currently home in Texas for a few weeks, many people ask me, “How’s California?” And my response to that loaded question is always something along the lines of “it’s been the greatest, most adventurous, most growing, challenging, and new season of my life.”
Last night as I was reflecting back on this whole promise of God being fulfilled, I was reminded that the beginning of this dream was birthed in a moment. I remember sitting at my dining table the summer of tenth grade, looking for prospective universities that I wanted to go to. Upon finding a college that seemed to fit everything I wanted in a school, I found out it was located in Southern California, which is a place I had no real desire to live. However, shortly after finding out about that university, it was as if God downloaded dreams in my heart that I never could have even imagined. I remember writing down in my journal that I found this California university and began to dream of becoming a teacher in that state someday.
I remember the next day I told my mom about the school and I really felt this was the start of something special. I truly felt this school was for me. Although it was for me, but not necessarily in the way I imagined, it was the very thing that sparked my interest in California and directed me to have completed a year of living in Los Angeles seven years later.
Lately God has been speaking to me a lot about the process of waiting and preparing. As I look back on the greatest gifts God has given me, I realize I’ve had to wait awhile for these things to come to pass, which is usually not always fun. One of the earliest dreams God instilled in my heart when I was very young was to visit India. I had no idea why that desire was so great, but I knew it would be fulfilled. Nine years later, I was able to visit the beautiful country for a mission trip. Then with this whole California journey, the dream was birthed when I was in high school and six years of wondering, doubting, hoping, open doors and closed doors, I was able to live out what I knew God put in my heart. Again, the greatest gifts of God, often take the greatest amount of time. The tough part is knowing where we’re at in life and God showing us a glimpse of what is to come, but having the pathway of point A to point B being completely unknown. I think the mystery of the middle is what often sparks the doubts of “will God really provide?” And questions begin to bombard our minds of, “is this really from God or is it something I’m just making up?” But I guess if there’s anything I’ve learned this past year of living in California is that faith just doesn’t make logical sense most of the time… or at all. After all, the Bible does say, “faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen“ (Hebrews 11:1). Faith can be scary because you never know what is on the other side of your belief in the “unseen”. However, one thing I’ve learned over this past year and through the lives of my friends with crazy faith is to keep going until God says no. Sometimes faith is all about doing the step of what’s in front of you, and continuously doing so every step of the way as God provides. It is through faith that in history “the elders obtained a good testimony” of God’s goodness (Hebrews 11:2).
Something I’ve always said is, “you never know when you’re in a significant moment” and sometimes God puts special dreams, desires, and nudges of the Holy Spirit to take a step of faith at the randomest moments to grow your faith and so God can show you His faithfulness through the process. Overall, this past year I’ve seen and learned a lot of things, but a few of the major things God show me are:
The provision of God
The power of prayer
The protection of God
The peace of God
I want to share this song (Catch Me by Elyssa Smith) that really carried me in the months leading up going to California. I wasn’t sure how this whole thing would play out, but I’m here to tell you a year later, that God definitely did catch me and He never let go of me even when I questioned the voice of God or wondered if I was just flat out crazy. It’s worth it to have faith, even when it’s terrifying. Faith is trusting God more than our plan B. And you’ll see that He is faithful to stay with you and be with you in the highs and lows.
What a journey it has been and I'm excited to see what’s next! Thank ya’ll for all the support and thanks for following along a whole year later!
All the best,
Brittany Prada
Ps. I completed my Americorps City Year program June 10th. It was such a bittersweet time spending the last few moments with my team that has become my family. We’ve completed a year together helping students, working together, and supporting each other through the good and bad days. I’ll definitely miss them as our team will be split up as we start our new journeys in different careers and pathways.












